Saturday, March 8, 2008

How People and Events changed our lives!

Living in the country which is a slow pace of life you can stop, smell the roses or the horse barn which ever you fancy, and reflect on how people we have met since childhood and or events changed our lives. I like to use the analogy that we are those tiny little steel balls in a machine, what use to be called a pin-ball machine; do they still have those today? The ball either goes to the top and then falls straight down or it hits those round bumpers or flippers throwing the ball in different directions causing a sense of nausea.

When I was a child, I had a face that only a mother could love, which truly was a test of courage. On my birthdays I got masks of different designs, my parents got condolence cards and my dog kept running and changing his zip code. I came from a poor family who lived from pay check to pay check; we were so poor that if a round-the-world airplane ticket cost a quarter, we could not have gotten out of site, and so because there were so many other off-springs I never got to borrow the car unless I stole it, or allowed to buy my own car as my Dad complained it would raise his insurance if I got a drivers license.

My family moved from the farm, as we lost our farm due to drought and into a big city. It was fun and new but I did not like the fast pace life. My biology teacher really thought I was a lab experiment gone totally wrong, and my geometry teacher kept wondering if he should dial 911, since he was in doubt I had a pulse. I had a slow drawl in my speech so if I was asked a question in class on Monday it would reach the teacher on Tuesday.

Getting a date in High School was impossible since I had no vehicle and taking a date on the city bus was out of the question especially at a drive in movie and the city-slickers had no sense of humor. I use to hang around the skating rink a lot, and my posterior got most of the attention from the floor. Let’s face it, what girl wants to skate with a dude looking up at her all the time.

I did get a job bagging groceries and that is when you got tips back in those days, boy how times have changed and I made pretty good money. I was an enterprising young man so I took that money bought a suit which I had to share unless we were all going to the same occasion and decided to try and find something better for more money and prestige as I was eighteen now, knew more than my parents, ready to make that first million which I gave up on, now working on my second.

It was a hot day that day, Florida usually is, and back then High Schools would let a senior work half day and go to school half day if your credits were up to snuff. So, I got on my brand new dark blue suit with tie, grease my hair down with some sort of grease for hair and was great for axles as well, and took the bus to down town Jacksonville. I had an appointment at one of our fine local banks; you know the ones with the marble fronts and carving in the building to make it look, well like it was the homestead of Bill Gates who was not born yet. I had to walk a block to get to the bank and it was so hot with the humidity causing your clothes to stick to your body that you eventually looked like one of those plastic bags that someone had sucked the air out of for storage. I was about, oh, maybe thirty steps from the front door when all of a sudden it got kind of dark and white spots started hitting me in the head and all over my brand new dark blue suit. I looked up and low and behold a flock of seagulls had pin pointed their target, releasing loads with direct multiple hits, on my face, head and clothes and I knew I was in the twilight zone.

I ran to the bathroom as I had bird do-do all over my head, suit and face. I tried to wash my face and head but when I tried to wash my suit coat and pants that white fecal matter began to spread like butter on toast and it only went deeper and deeper into the fabric. You ever go into a public bathroom and the soap container is empty? In those days you had to be in a suit to land such a job and of course your hair had to be the appropriate length especially since I was applying for a teller’s position.

If you ever have had the chance to smell an old horse or cow barn, then picture in your nose a smell a hundred times worst. Needless to say I did not get the job and as a mudslide will change the direction of a river, so did the seagulls change my direction in life as I went home, took three showers and put on clean clothes and went to my local military recruiter joining since Vietnam War was in its prime.

What did I learn from this ordeal that yes was disappointing? I first learned that ..IT HAPPENS, and from the fertilizers of life we gain knowledge and wisdom. I learned never to look up with your mouth open, and carry an umbrella in Florida. No matter what life throws at you, move forward full steam a head. When you hit an obstacle in life, it is not always the path of least resistance that is the best to travel.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Rise and Fall of the Conservative Movement

The sucking sound you hear coming out of the Republican Party to which I am or maybe was a member, is the vacuum being created as the true conservatives began to just leave or stay home during this next election.
In my last article I described what a true conservative is. One could say it is Reaganist interpretation, or definition, but main stream conservatism is the fundamentals this country was based on. Once called a conservative by the National Republican Party, I am now considered a right-winger or Christian Conservative, so now we’ve began to dissect what is conservative which is split into three distinct categories. (1). If you are a log cabin republican (homosexual-lesbian, Tammy Bruce’ of the party) but are fiscally conservative and less government, controlled spending and taxation, pro-choice, progressive you are now a conservative. (2). If you hold the beliefs of the log-cabins yet not homosexual but accept such behavior and are pro-choice, pro-big business, with philosophy in less government, less taxation, strong military, death penalty proponent, you too are considered conservative by the new party. (3). If you hold to the principles laid down in the Bible (born-again Christian), fiscal conservatives, less taxation, less government, pro-family with marriage one man and one woman, amendments of the Constitution, etc then you are a conservative.

The problem with the first third of the republicans stated in the above paragraph is people like Tammy Bruce are progressive, liberal, causing a wedge between what was the foundation of the Republican principles. The once now defunct queen of N.O.W. Los Angeles Chapter is now a regular Fox News contributor labeled as a conservative commentator consistently on Hannity & Colmes, Bill O’Reilly or other Fox news segments. Fox news became prominent on the backs of the true conservatives during the Clinton Administration wearing a conservative face while growing in popularity with the buzz words: “fair and balanced”. Problem with Fox news is people like myself did not like CNN because of its liberal bias and its liberal pundit squawkers and departed CNN seeing Fox news as a breath of fresh air which started to stagnate as the CNN squawkers left CNN only to migrate to Fox news defecating their political views once again with the blessing of Fox news.

So what has happened to the Christian Conservative? They too like me are in a quagmire. Leaders like Pat Robinson who endorsed Rudy Giuliani for president a fornicator who told his ex-wife he was divorcing her on national television instead of telling her to her face in private; Gary Bauer of American Values endorsed McCain who would not accept the Marriage Act, accepted Roe vs. Wade as a necessary evil, accepted the fact of fetal tissue research and in a debate in February 15, in South Carolina call the Christian Coalition bigots (Union Leader, Sept 17). What is amazing about the so-called-Christian leaders is that none of them endorsed a fellow believer like Mike Huckabee except Dr. Dobson. Huckabee consistently has proclaimed his faith on public television over and over again, spouting faith and miracles, yet none of the above have come out and endorsed a fellow believer.

Have the so-called-leadership of the Christian conservatives sold their souls for the purpose of a cabinet or staff position? What would they say to God, “excuse me Lord but I had to support a Republican abortionist, fornicator of truth over a Democrat abortionist, fornicator of truth”. What is truly sad the leaders are in a position of trust, only to misuse such trust to draw crowds of believers their way which may or may not be the right way. I for one cannot sell my soul to the devil no matter what party he may be in, and would rather just stay home and blog on Election Day. Some people say I should vote for the lesser of two evils, but I say back to them which sin or sins are worst? Evil is evil and what scales of justice to you use? Which is worst a liar or a thief? One steals the truth with the lie and the other takes away personal property, both guilty are guilty of theft.

Lincoln said: “a house divided by it self cannot stand”. Also, a house without a foundation will fall and consistently I have seen the foundation of the Republican Party eroded, breaking plank by plank away from its original intention. We were once a Christian nation, but now have become few Christians within a nation whose tolerance of such beliefs wear thin and persecution is on the rise. To destroy the moral fiber of a country that was once strong, is to open the doors of hell, releasing evil to run rampant as seen now in school shooting, parents being killed or teachers being killed by youth, unborn ripped from the womb, pornography, youth being inundated with violence from media and Hollywood, open homosexuality and perversion within our own party called conservatives.

My next blog will be on freedom of speech which is a speech that is free as long as it is accepted by either the right of the left and both sides are willing to quash it if such speech disagrees with their opinions they hold as fact, especially from one of their own.





Disclaimer: I am a veteran, the son of a veteran, the brother of a veterans, the father of a veteran but my allegiance is to my God first who allowed me to serve a country whose principles of freedom are endowed to us by our creator, not government. I consider myself to fall into the class three of the conservative party of the Republicans so stated above. I highly respect and salute John McCain as a veteran brother who has my admiration and respect, but does not share my moral values.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

WHAT IS AN AMERICAN CONSERVATIVE?

It's amazing in the world of politics today to see individuals like Ann Coulter, Shawn Hannity, Laura Ingram as well as other Fox and Cnn Political pundits come out and call themselves conservatives, trying with little success to direct the votes of the electorate of the Republican Party. So what is a conservative? If you sqeak by right of center then you could call yourself a conservative and some political pundits call themselves conservative even at center of the political spectrum.



In my opinion here is the true and correct conservative which should not be confused with Coulter, Hannity, Forbes, Ingram, etc. A true conservative first believes that freedom of man and woman is ordained by God and not a gift from government. A true conservative believes the Constitution is a collection of words that promotes freedom and democracy in a Republic which is not worth the paper its written on unless it is defended by those who constantly put their lives on the line to protect it, both past, present and future, men and women of the United States military. A true conservative believes in the sanctity of life as given by God and does not allow for a mother or a government or court to have a choice of who lives, and who dies. A true conservative is opposed to the homosexual life style and see this type of life style as immoral. A true conservative only recognizes marriage and parenthood between a female naturally born and a male naturally born not surgically changed. A true conservative does not accept embryonic stem cell research. A true conservative believes that all people are responsible for their actions made in a choice and should be held accountable for such actions. A true conservative believes that the government should provide for the common defense, post offices and protection of individual rights but limited power held over people and less government is better. A true conservative believes in a balanced budget, less taxation, less social programs other than those who served this country in military and now disabled, the poor, disabled and elderly not the lazy. A true conservative believes that Congress should be held accountable for its actions both criminally and civil. A true conservative believes that an elected body should make laws, not judges forcing their own opinions. A true conservative believes that all people are created equal, and all have a right to run for political office without speaking ill of one another. This conservative likes the Reagan commandment: "thou shalt not speak ill of a fellow Republican", which seems to have been forgotten by the political so-called conservative party. A true conservative firmly believes in the 2nd Amendment and the right to bear arms. A true conservative knows that an elected legislature can trample the rights of man and woman just as easily as a dictator can.



I have served this country in the military and became completely and permanently disabled. My son served two tours in Iraq and was wounded while engaged in heavy combat. So where does Coulter, Hannity, Ingram, Forbes who did not serve in the military but are pro-military tell us the American people who we should vote for as a conservative or even define for us what is conservative? Their postion reminds me of an individual in combat who walks through a jungle seeking the enemy the common grunt while the so-called leadership is back at base camp where its safe. Oh we are mentally behind you while we protect our physical rear-ends out of harms way. In otherwords these so-called-conservatives are pro-military and are behind us, yet none of them are willing to stand side-by-side in harms way with us. They make millions of dollars off of suckers like us and we now are telling them enough is enough and we are not buying your bull any more.



As a disclaimer and being open and fair, I will declare that I am not only a veteran who does not support McCain who is a fellow brother Vietnam Veteran, but I am a born-again-Christian who will not sell out my moral beliefs just for the sake of picking the lesser of two evils. As it is written in the bible: "what if you've gained the whole world but lost your soul". The Republican party is split by two distinct groups that call themselves conservative. One being a fiscal conservative only like the log cabin Republicans' (gay activist), wall street executives and corporate types and the other a fiscal and moral conservatives. I like Huckabee because in the face of odds and adversity against him his faith rises to the challenge, he believes in miracles and the power of prayer and has not forgotten the Lord.



Ann Coulter has become the poster child for those who woke up the next day with a hang-over to discover they do not have not country because of their treasonist acts. Democrats do not want her nor do the Republicans so now she can join the O'Reilly group as an independent and fight between the two of them of who they think is looking out for us.



If McCain wants my vote, and in the event he wins the nomination must put Huckabee on his ticket as Vice President so I have someone who represents my views. If McCain wins and puts in someone else as his running mate then Mr. McCain this Christian Moral Conservative and fiscal conservative just stays home. Its time the political pundits who think they know our minds and views shut up!

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

I Am An American Soldier


I Am The American Soldier
Each day I arise tried, tested and true,
starting each day saluting the Red, White and Blue;
To defend this country daily with my life,
leaving behind my children, parents, girl friend or a wife.
I am the American Soldier

I will defend the Constitution I love best,
with sailors, marines and airmen we never rest,
to defend this nation with our hearts and soul,
remembering those who came before us who have now grown old.
I am the American Soldier

I am the American Soldier who stands to defend
this great country of ours to the very end.
Freedom and democracy is our battle cry,
knowing that many of those who fight, will most likely die;
I am the American Soldier.

Freedoms you people enjoy do not come free,
it is preserved by soldiers who served, or serving like me,
we live in fox holes, jungles, sand, and in a mud pit,
but our dedication is indestructible and we will never quit,
I am the American Soldier.

I'm engaged in battle with the enemy day by day,
so the people back home can live the American Way,
severed body parts of my brothers I am forced to see,
so you back home can have freedom and democracy,
I am the American Soldier.

I am old now from many battles of the past,
my limbs are missing and I may not last,
but with pride I served with proficiency,
so others may live and continue to be free,
I will always be the American Soldier.

Taps is played over my head,
in the ground they lay me and I am now dead,
but sacrifices I made were worth it to me,
so our nation could enjoy freedom and democracy
Remember me as the American Soldier.

by: Sonny Kinsey